So... lately, I have been on the losing team. On January 22nd, I was told that my job was doing layoffs and I was informed I had 3-4 weeks to find another job. They were downsizing my department and it looks like I am the only that they let go... Sucks right? I left work that day early and didn't go back to work the next day. I had to get myself together and figure out my next move. I was not upset that they told me this because I knew it was coming. I also had to realize that this is what I have been praying for. I prayed that God would allow me to find another job that would help me grow, has benefits, and pay increase. What I did know is that this would've been my last year there, I just didn't know how and when.
After that day, I spent a month trying to find something that will benefit me. I have gotten offers but it is just not what I am looking for. I had PTO days that I tried to space out for interview days and some of the days end up with me being in the bed because of having anxiety attacks (which is something that I have never dealt with). Finally, on one of my interview days, my boss asked me to give her a call and informed me that my last day was going to be in tow days- my last day was February 21st. To be honest, I was excited to leave because I knew I was not meant to be there anymore, I was mostly sad because I was leaving friends there that I worked with.
At the end of the day, I know that God has me and that he would not allow me to lack anything. I'm just trusting the Lord daily and still praying. Like I said before, I have a few offers but I still have a gut feeling about them. I'm just going to keep praying about it. I have my down moments but I also have ups. I'm still going to smile because It could have been worse. Until the next blog entry.
Pieces of Me,