It has a whole year since I last posted a blog. There are so many reasons why and I will get to that in a bit. First of all- let me just throw this out there. COVID SUCKS! I have lost a couple of people because of COVID, which has also taken the lives of thousands of people. Let us remember those whom we have lost and cherish the memories that we had with them.
So.... the moment of truth....Dum, Dum, DUUUMMM! I haven't been inspired to write anything. Don't get me wrong I love writing, hell that is the reason why I started my website for my blog. I use to write in journals, when I was younger, as a way to express my self and get things off of my chest. This is more of a public form for me versus usually sharing myself in private. Although I had a lot to say for a whole year, I just went into a mode that I wasn't inspired to share it and afraid that people will judge me for my thoughts. Then I forgot one thing- I wanted to share my thoughts on here without a care in the world of what people had to say about me and what I post.
While I was also away, I realized some people will come in and out of your life, but there is always a reason. I am not mad about the people that have left, it is just a learning experience and it means that God has some other plans for me. Just like a so-called relationship that I was in. It was a relationship that I kind of knew that wasn't going to last or go anywhere. During this time, I was just losing my mind lol. My mom was upset that I didn't want to introduce her to him. I told her that I wanted to make sure that he was even worthy enough for her to meet him, which is the truth. But I also knew that the relationship was not going to last. The truth is I was thinking about another man, who I was falling for. Yes you heard me right.... I was falling for someone and I was trying to get over him.
Long story short about the mystery man- we have known each other for a year and half now. We lost touch around June 2020 and reconnected November 2020. Ever since then, we have gone on numerous dates and it has been going really well. Of course I still have some doubts about him but I am going to see how it goes. We have so much in common, which is a good and bad thing altogether. For one, we both like distance but his distance is far more worse than mine (that's the bad part). We both like the same type of music, activities, we have the same work ethic, and just love each others company. I am going to see how this goes but, I'm not sure.
Trust me when I say this, there is a lot more I want to say in this one blog but I am going to wait until the next one. Hopefully this is a fresh new start for me and reviving my passion into writing again. I just hoping that it will inspire me to go further and do all the things that I had plans for this site. It's going to a journey but I pray that you all will follow me. Part two of this blog will be posted this week. See you soon!
Pieces of me,